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I’m excited for how I’ll feel in March, after taking a much needed, long break in February, once I leave my cocoon — rebirthed. For now though, I go deep within… Where there is only the sweet, comforting darkness and lighteness of my solitude. ~Infiniti, Archangel Gabriel
Happy Full Moon in Leo, Soul Family!
Typically, I would be gearing up for my Full Moon Live on Fireside tomorrow. This month is different. This month, I’m not doing any of the usual things.
You are encouraged to visit my past Fireside live shows for the Full Moon and do one of those Spirit Walks. Go as guided — you cannot choose one that won’t be a magical and healing experience for you.
Do the same for the New Moon on 2.19 & 20.
Air Energy, Aquarius Season & Time Off
Yep — I’m taking February off. This will be the last you hear from me until March. Aquarius Season, and all that has come before it and will come after it makes this the perfect time for clearing and healing, regrouping, resetting and reviewing.
I’ve worked incredibly hard and long. It’s been at an intense speed with a mind spinning amount of wild things have happened in my life for a very, very long time.
This is the perfect time for me, and my clients in their Evolve Now Programs for this break to take place. They are at places in their journey where we can all sit on a ledge and rest for a bit before we continue the ascent.
I have set them up for the month with an outline of work to do, and a private forum for them to connect to each other through.
I shut down my calendar on my website a couple of weeks ago. Not taking any new consultations or sessions until mid-March at the earliest.
I won't be doing any live shows this month, my schedule is cleared of all meetings, and this is the last article I’ll post in February-at least that’s the plan. Who knows what exactly will go down…
The point is that I need a break.
I usually just take a day off here and there, but I rarely even take a weekend off — much less take a vacation. I take time in small doses and until now, that’s been just fine.
I even rarely leave home. I often consider myself to be a nun in the convent. My life is my work, and everything I require is here, or gets here by delivery. I don’t have a social life — there aren’t friends around where I live or out in the rest of the world for that matter. At one point there were many friends, but through this wild ride I’m on — they have fallen off.
I don’t really fit in with most people anymore. At least not to have close personal relationships with.
People come and go as they need…I truly am the Shaman on the mountain, and when I’m not helping others, I am alone.
I’ve designed my life, and most importantly, allowed my life to be shaped for me in the way that I most needed — a lot of alone time.
There is no way to be me, to do what I do, connect the way I do, facilitate the events I do on a regular basis if I was also busy with a lot of people in my “real life”.
My clients, and the connections that I have through my work, and what I’m to create fills up a lot of time, and the rest is for me to do house stuff, and personal stuff.
I’ve always been comfortable alone, and for a great part of my adult life I had to be alone because of my physical chronically ill state of being. I didn’t have a choice.
Of course, those times were very different in my solitude compared to how things have been for the last decade.
Once I healed myself of Fibromyalgia with the guidance of my Guides & Guardians going on 11 years ago, life has never been the same.
You can read more about that event and how my miraculous and magical transformation began with everything changing in one day.
My Kundalini Rising-The Spontaneous Magical Energy Prelude To: Something Weird Happened medium.com Instant Healing: The Day I Escaped Fibromyalgia Forever Something weird happened that changed my life forever. medium.com These experiences brought me to:
How The Major Players In The Universe Work With & Through Me To Transform Our World
No, it’s not normal — it’s magical.
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Looking Back To Clearly Look Forward
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Looking back at it now, it really has been a solid decade of the most wild shit going down. The biggest and most incredible events for myself and those who were guided to work with me.
It's been over 10 years since it all began, and I’ve been on one level of intense, wild and mind spinning experiences ever since. And that’s not to say that the first 4 decades were anything but one long, painful struggle.
That’s not to say that there wasn’t a shit-ton of wild magical experiences the first four decades because there has been since I was a child. But, for the most part, my life has been on great challenge and a lot of work from the beginning.
Seriously. I’m tired.
I need an extended time with nothing much planned and nothing committed.
The only thing set on the agenda is to do some deep and intense physical healing on my hips/lower back and lungs. I can truly heal myself and others in ways most would consider impossible.
Aside from healing myself from Fibromyalgia 10 years ago, and countless other minor issues since then, about 5 years ago, I regenerated 2 disks in my neck when the vertebra were compressed, and I could barely move.
Doing the same with my hips, basically doing my own hip replacement has been in the works for a few weeks now, and will continue on my hiatus.
I can usually take care of myself without requiring an extended amount of time off. But, being able to do my healing on myself without my attention quickly going out and to others is undoubtedly how it needs to be right now.
I need time to just be at home — which is also where I work — and not work. At least not work on the big Soul Mission stuff as far as putting anything out there or chopping up my time with the other work stuff.
Apart from the healing I need to do, I’m excited to organize, clean and set my sacred space up for the next chapter.
Sooner rather than later though, I need to move.
I am hoping that these few weeks of just doing as I’m guided, will fill in some blanks and one of those things being where it is I am to live next. The truth is that I can go anywhere…
Aside from that, I know that there will be a massive influx of information/channeling that will be coming through. There has already been so much since the beginning of December. Just looking at my articles/channeling’s and newsletters, and live events in December and January proves that.
At the end of January it was so intense, and so often that I was exhausted with trying to keep up and do client work, and the rest of it. Along with my hips reaching a very painful mark, bone on bone.
What started as talk of having my friend/assistant, Dawn come visit me, morphed into me needing to take time to myself. First I was thinking two weeks, and then three weeks, and that slowly morphed into the entire month.
The fourth week is reserved for writing — finishing my new Empath e-book — but again, who knows what will actually happen.
I know enough to know that when it comes to making plans that regardless of what is planned — what needs to unfold is the timeline I’m most connected to.
That’s why there isn’t a plan for this time. Each day — and there’s only been 3.5 of them so far — I have been just going with the flow, and getting things set up for the rest of the month.
The first day my grocery delivery came, and I took a long nap. In the late evening I was eventually guided to do the same monthly oracle reading I do for my clients.
Of course, the cards were perfect and truly punctuated this time for me. I am to be in the in-between more than usual, in that liminal state of receiving.
Pulling the thread of all I’m connected to and get the details and the big picture of what it is that I’m to prepare for, and how I am to guide those who are connected to me. Just more confirmation on the themes of what I knew was coming.
The second day my flower & fungi lady came and stocked me up. Once she left, I took a long nap. The first few days all consisted of taking a long nap.
She travels up here from down the mountain to bring me my medicine. I truly appreciate her. She’s also very much into creating plant medicines, and I am always happy to receive her creations.
Three types of whole magic mushrooms, big fat cannabis flowers, and CBD/THC tinctures to experiment with. What a perfect time to get a few ounces of magic!
To Do: Long sessions and meditations/channeling and mediumship in the bath, sitting in the garden in the sun with my crystals, going for late night walks… All while floating on medicine magic.
Reading, drawing, painting, doing life review questions and whatever else I’m guided to as I float through this month is something I'm so very excited for.
I’ve never done anything like this — just stop the work — just stop the meetings and being integrated on a deep level with my clients on a daily basis, seeing them multiple times per week in some cases.
This is new, it is weird, and I know it is precisely what I’m meant to do right now.
Of course my clients were beyond understanding and the overall energy was almost relief — that I too truly am human, and require a break.
I was so grateful for their understanding and support.
“Good for you!” “I’m so happy you’re doing this!” “You deserve it! You do so much!”
Damn straight I do!
So, here I go — off to do me for the rest of the month.
I know it will go fast, I know a lot will happen I cannot begin to prepare for, and I’m excited.
To honor myself and the coming year, my current and future clients and all I’m connected to — this time to myself is required.
Are You Inspired?
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I hope that this has inspired you in some way to consider taking time for yourself. Empaths and Lightworkers tend to be workaholics, and we take care of others much more than ourselves. I’m definitely guilty of this.
I hope that you look at your calendar and can find some extended amount of time to check out and just be. Even if it’s just a long weekend.
Unplug.
Let people know not to reach out, uninstall apps that pull you out of yourself. Sink into yourself as deeply as you possibly can.
Look around your home and space and let yourself be guided to how to reshape it for yourself. Clean, clear out the old, and make room for the new. That is how we receive.
Take out your art supplies and play. Find places nearby your home that you love or never explored, and go there.
My third week of my hiatus is reserved for leaving my sacred space and getting out into the world. I have no idea where I’m going yet!
Lastly, let yourself be taken on a little Life & Year Review trip, so you can truly see where you’ve been and where you are going.
Life & Year In Review Questions
I was guided to create a list of questions for my clients and myself, and today I was guided to share it here with you.
There are 56 questions, two for each day, and 4 extra questions at the end.
The idea is to do two per day over the month of February. I know I am sharing this a bit late, but you can still catch up.
Do 3 per day for a few days, and then do 2.
They are NOT to be long-drawn-out answers that take a long time to get through.
They should be able to be read in no more than 10 minutes max per question.
ALSO: try not to read ahead, don’t take in all of these questions at once, or you will get overloaded.
Copy and paste them into a doc and just focus on the top of the list and work your way down with 2 each day.
If you feel the pull to get into detail about any question, keep it short at first and get back to it at a later time when you can expand.
Let this project roll into March if that’s the way it works out, but answer these questions over the coming weeks — it will give you exactly what you need.
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What ability got stronger for you in the last year? Think in terms of spirituality, psychic, meditation, divination, and the like.
What was your greatest challenge this past year? How did you handle it?
Name 10 things or experiences you are grateful for in the last year of your life.
Are you using your time wisely? What adjustments can be made to help you maximize your time?
Has the way you look at life changed over the past year? Explain.
Do you have any new understandings towards a friend, a family member, or someone you know?
If you can only contact three people for the entire rest of the year, who would they be, and why?
Have you reconnected with anyone this year? Have you cut ties with anyone this year? How has life changed with them in or out of it?
Who has inspired you the most this year? Why?
What is your biggest loss this year? How have you been healing?
How well did you take care of yourself last year? Rate yourself from 1–10. What are your self-care plans for the rest of this year?
What is a good habit that you built for your self-care this year? How has it influenced your life?
Name the thing you are the most proud of this past year.
Was there anything that didn’t go as planned this year? How so/why?
What is one difficult decision you made this past year? How did you handle it?
What is one thing you regret not doing this year? Why haven’t you?
What is one thing you regret doing this past year? Why do you think it was part of your story? How can you change your outlook on this, so you don’t regret it anymore? Where is the lesson and wisdom?
Describe a “moment of awakening” or revelation this past year.
What are you most excited about for the rest of the year?
What habit would you most like to break? How would your life be changed by doing so?
What energized you the most this past year?
What drained you the most this past year?
What valuable lessons did you learn this past year?
What is your favorite color the same as it was last year at this time? If not, why did it change? What does the color represent to you?
Do you treat others better than yourself? If so, how and why?
What new lessons have you learned about your relationships this year?
What scares you the most? Why?
Looking ahead, what new challenges are you taking on this year? How do you feel about it?
What can you do to further unleash or develop your creativity.
Write one word to describe your ideal state of being. What does that word mean to you?
Write 5 words or phrases that express your authentic self.
How do you think others experience you? How would you like others to experience you, and how can you make that happen?
How can you improve your spiritual connections?
Are you avoiding anything? If so, what and why?
Rank the most important things in your life (career, money, family, love, knowledge…) Does this list need to be rearranged?
What have been your go-to’s in the last year to help you maintain your frequency? Do they serve you well? What could you add to this list?
If you could travel back to a year ago, what would you tell yourself?
What is the most courageous thing you’ve done this year?
Describe a circumstance that made you realize you have changed a lot in the last year.
When was the last time you acted irrationally? What happened?
Have you ever felt like you disappointed yourself? Why?
How do you react to criticism?
If you had one affirmation/mantra to repeat for the rest of 2023, what would it be?
Do you avoid asking for help? If so, why?
Write about a time that someone was unexpectedly kind to you. How did it inspire you?
Are you comfortable talking about your feelings? If not, why?
Has your view of the importance of being creative/artistic changed in the past year? Explain.
What is an example of your negative self-talk? How can you replace it with positive self-talk?
What makes you feel powerful? Why?
What makes you feel powerless? Why?
What does love mean to you? How do you recognize it?
Describe your favorite thing to do to quickly lift your mood & frequency.
What is the most surprising thing you’ve learned about yourself over the last year?
Write about something that used to be important to you, but no longer is. What changed your view?
Describe your greatest accomplishment this past year and why it’s so significant to you.
Set a timer for 3 minutes and write whatever comes to mind.
Write about 3 things that make you feel like a kid again.
Identify in what areas in your life there is low frequency/toxicity/negativity. What steps can you take/are taking to improve these areas?
How can you be kinder, more understanding, more nurturing with yourself?
Make a wish. What was it? Why did you wish for this?
I hope you have a wonderful, magical February. See you in March 2023. 💜
Originally posted on medium.com February 4, 2023